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Writer's Block: Fantastic plastic

Dec. 27th, 2011 | 10:48 pm

Yes, I would consider having plastic Surgery. I would love to have it on my nose or whole body. Does this make me a bad or selfish person? Yes....and I feel bad but I still want it.
Would you consider having plastic surgery?

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Dec. 23rd, 2011 | 12:28 pm

I oftened wonder if my family is consider middle class or low class. I feel like my friend think we are low class bcuz she visit our house. It is not shabby but it is small and my dog has destroyed the doors because he is a dog and it sorta want me to go all crazy on him that PETA has to come and rescue me.
But i been feeling sad this whole christmas break because of it. I think maybe we should sell the whole property that the house sits on  and move into a apartment. I wouldnt mind a nice apartment. I only come home from college every-now-and than, but an apartment would be nice. I do not care if we cannot decorate the walls, we can hang wall art up.
My dad said an apartment is stupid and you dont have your own yard or own place to park your car and you cant paint the walls and its expensive.

I feel like we dont even go in the yard except the dog and who cares about a parking lot. My dad obviously just park the car on grass, so what is the point? And he painted the walls in the house tan. that is a stupid colors. I suggest my dad should move into an apartment. I would feel happier. But I am probably being selfish, and I think I am being selfish with such thoughts. It is a bit mind consuming but I am not feeling happy because of it.

I just do not want to live in a world, where everybody looks down on you and ignore it. I know this is the world, but I want to find important like I am not a Doll. 

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Friends called

Dec. 15th, 2011 | 02:55 am

So my friends asked for my address during text. I am not proud of where I live, so I declined. I do not need them to send me christmas gifts or what not or coming to my house. I refused.

Besides, my dog is old and he is in his "moments" when he cannot hold his bladder. And on top of that, when my dog was in his young age, he use to hate being lock in the kitchen and would scratch the wood off the door. This is totally my dad's fault.
I told my dad to cut the dog nails. He cannot scratch if he do not have or put a doggy door in the hallway or on his room's door.
But does people listen to me? Nope!

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Getting better...

Dec. 3rd, 2011 | 01:08 am

It has been awhile. To make things quick. My dad gave me 100$ and I sorta spending it. :{ I feel guilty because I know he will ask what i did with it. 

So I went back to school. I decided that i should talk to ann. So I sent her a picture text. Of course, everybody doubted me and said I would make her feel guilty. I am like. "That would make you feel guilty" and I sent it anyway. Than ann and I started talking and boom.

So goes for Bianca and them. I jus sat in the room last night and started talking.

I also decided to stay in school the next semester, though...the school is technically pissing me off with how they are blocking websites.

andd....I just finished 100 levels in my wario land 3 game. :D 

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An affair with my classes

Nov. 28th, 2011 | 03:58 pm

So today I woke up to this shriling alarm. I have to have my brain compute what was going on, because I was like "What are they doing in the hall way? Is this a dream? Where that loud music coming from?"
Than I was like "oh fuck, its a fire alarm" so I registered that I needed to put clothe son and spent my time putting clothes on. 
We went outside when it was 39 degrees and light rain. I was so angry, everybody was angry, everybody was cussing. Than we got the 'OK' to go back in the dorms. we all did, but the alarm kept going off every 5 minutes for a good 30 minutes and we were so fucking pissed.

So I saw this as my sign to skip class. I do regret it, but i do like my sleep. It feels likes I was having an affair with my class with the bed. :/ 
When I woke up I went to the post office and got my GAMEBOY COLOR'S GAME "WARIO LAND 3" good times since I have lost my last game. This will be some good time playing. I am just waiting for my friend to give me batteries. 

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Beautiful Song. Must listen to it.

Nov. 28th, 2011 | 03:48 pm


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Back at School

Nov. 28th, 2011 | 01:08 am

So my dad and his girlfriend drove 3 hours to drop me off campus. My dad was like "NOW, YOU should take the bus." I am like "Selfish...you are the father" in my head,but he saying I am grown. Well, If I am grown, do not always try to justified something and treat me like I am young. I can make up my own decision now. I am only dependent on you because I cannot drive. If I had my license, than I can be dependent on my ownself.
But he never give me a reason of doubt nor have faith or hope. If it involves money, there somewhat a thing. He once said I wouldnt go to college or finish high school. So it not like I am going to listen to him point-blank. 

So eitherway....

I came back and pack my stuff, but I realize i am still ignoring my friend. They do not even take recognition. Idiots! I hate people who does this. I hate people who see me as a joke. 

I wonder if this would ever change? I am trying to make it happen, but I might stay in my same pattern. 

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Writer's Block: Background players

Nov. 27th, 2011 | 05:13 am

What is your computer wallpaper right now?


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Nov. 27th, 2011 | 05:08 am

I want to go to Harajuku, Toyko in Japan. :D I wonder how much the airflights.

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Writer's Block: Background players

Nov. 27th, 2011 | 03:00 am

It is of me and my friends. They surprisingly actually bug me, because of how we are not tightly close again. 
What is your computer wallpaper right now?

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